I consider my heart a home for the Lord. I gained this insight a couple of years ago when I was a member of the New Creation Christian Church of Christ (NCCC). The founding Bishop is Wesley V. Knight, Prophetess Adrian Knight, Camille Knight, and Christy Knight. Elder Deborah Olukogbon and other members at NCCC were always by my side, encouraging me.

As a member of NCCC, I learned a lot of strongholds were on my life. God began to break them. I had a fear of people, abandonment issues, rejection, feeling left out and forgotten. Some people had mistreated me in the ministry. God used Bishop and his wife prophetess Adrian Knight to demonstrate His power to change me from thinking poorly about myself. They would pray for healing and restoration. God allowed them to see prophetically what was occurring in my life so I can mature in Christ. I submitted to my leadership and trusted their godly counsel.

My Heart Is Open. Fill Me Ol’ Lord is a song that was recorded by Bishop Wesley V. Night and the New York CC FM leadership alliance choir. On the day of the recording, God allowed me to be a background singer on this phenomenal album. Pastor Charlena Croutch, the lead singer of the song, can sing the heaven down and pull-down strongholds. Through the birthing process, God allowed me to sing. The CD can be purchased in many stores such as Amazon and Spotify.

During the process of making the album, Pastor Antonio Black from South Carolina came up to New York City. When he walked into the building, we were just warming up our vocals and he released a heavenly sound. The choir began to sing, “My heart is open. My hands are lifted. Fill us, oh Lord.” Suddenly, the Holy Ghost’s power fell and we were never the same. God’s healing transformed us. The anointing is so heavy on this album that anybody who listens to it will be changed, restored, forgiven, cleansed, healed, and redeemed by the blood of Jesus.

I pray that this article blesses and encourages you to allow God to fill your heart, mind, and soul. May the Lord give you the strength and the ability to know that He has you right where He wants you.


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My Heart Is Open Fill Me O’ Lord

Stephanie Ham is the founder and CEO of Misfits To The Nation, But Chosen By God’s Creation. Before marriage, she was known as Stephanie Whack.  She is a woman after God’s own heart and an intercessor. Stephanie is married to Leo A. Ham. She is a mother of three sons, and four grandchildren: two boys and two girls. She happens to be the #1 Best Seller Book Writing Scribe for The Kingdom. When God called her, He said, “I must work the works of him that sent me, while it is day: the night cometh, when no man can work. As long as I am in the world, I am the light of the world {John 9:4-5}.”

Stephanie’s favorite Scripture is: “For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end” (Jeremiah 29:11).

Stephanie’s ministry is all about encouraging, uplifting the brokenhearted, hurting, and abused men and women of God. When you’re broken from the inside, it’s hard to believe in a God who you cannot see. You don’t know how He can possibly love someone you… Right? I had to learn that God’s Word concerning our lives means so much to Him that He died to save us. Amen. It does not matter to Our Savior if we are a misfit. But what does concerns Him is that we are the core of Jesus’s very being. Know that we’re Misfits with A Purpose that can change the Nation. God has given Stephanie a keen discernment, intelligence, and a passion for prayer. She loves seeing souls saved. It doesn’t matter if you’re called an outcast.  God loves you. God died for you to live and have life more abundantly.

She has attended the following churches along her Journey: 

St. Michael’s Hope Ministry: Apostle Michael, Prophetess Sharon Woodham CLIO, SC. 

Word Of Life Pastor Hodges Bennettsville SC, Solid Rock Holiness: Apostle Ervin Dease and First Lady Mary Dease “aka Spiritual Parents’ Bennettsville, SC.

New Creation Christian Church: Bishop Wesley V. Knight & Prophetess Adrian Knight “aka Spiritual Parents” Brooklyn, NY. 

The Doors Of Hope: Bishop Michael Blue& First Lady Melinda Blue from Marin SC.

Her educational background consists of the following:

Word Of Life Bible College Studied: The book of Revelation, The Tabernacle, Homiletics. 2002, In Bennettsville SC.

Undergraduate Nyack College study General, Counseling, Abnormal and Child Psychology. Old, New Testament, etc. 2010- 2013

In Manhattan, NY, God started dealing with Stephanie’s life and how she felt about herself. She received the vision for her ministry between 2011- 2012 and birthed it out in 2020.

 God placed her around people who believed in her and what she couldn’t see in herself. God was in the midst the whole time. Nevertheless, everything happens in God’s timing.